I'm sure several of you have heard of this before. Currently my life has become somewhat busy since i'm swamped with a lot of things to do. The month of november has really been fun for me. Haven't felt this in a very long time. So yeah besides my personal life everything has kinda been boring. Barely did anything for my deviant this month but eh it's decent i suppose. Christmas is right around the corner and the malls in my city are already gearing up for it! Oh noes i'm gonna have trouble finding gifts for people since i suck at picking presents and such x.x

Now i'm going to seperate myself from that paragraph to talk about something a little bit different.I have a crush on this one girl. Le gasps! Yeah yeah i'm revealing the fact that i have a crush on dA. GOTTA PROBLEM WITH THAT?! I'm defintely not going to reveal who this person is in my journal so tough luck for those who don't know. Anyways i haven't known her for a very long time and i rarely hang out with her at all but everytime i get to talk to her i feel so alive. Not many people are able to do that for me. She is a very lively fun loving gal who just makes me smile . So anyways she's been on my mind for quite awhile now and i've been thinkng if i should confess to her or not. So far i've decided not to since i haven't known her for a very long time and if i did it might destroy our friendship. But i'm worried that maybe she'll reject me or not like me in return. For me i tend to overthink things and look ahead to see what might happen. This is where my daydreaming and actual dreams come in. But even if i can't be her boyfriend or whatever i'll just try to make her happy as a friend. Her smile to me is priceless and i'd do just about anything to see it.

Anyways
Since i've talked about my normal and personal life i think it's time i end this journal right here and catch some Z.

Thx for all those people who read my journals,poems, and look at my drawings~